PARIS!

I mean, it's paris! YOOOHHOOOO! PARIS!

this DECEMBER!

*CARTWHEELS*!! at first we all decided it's new zealand! new zealand! then  like two days ago, my mum went, 'go hokkaido lah!' and my brother went YAY! but i didnt. then when they went to the tour thingy, the people told them hokkaido was -15degrees! like my god. :O so they search for tours to europe and decided, lets go paris! YIPEE YAYA! but we chose the 10 days one, not the 12 days tour, cos my dad didnt want to be away from work for so long. >< erk. if we went for the 12 days, then  its gonna be paris and london! but no. just PARIS! which is quite good. :) if we went for the london one, we get to see the trafalgar square, london bridge and big ben! and bukingham palace! like WOW! but.. arrgh, all because of daddy. :/ nevermind, we still gonna see eiffel tower! triple yay!

YAY!

study first. :/
then party! :)

 

MEITING CHU and I going home across the overhead bridge, acting like retards, waving like mad. alright alright, its only me behaving like a retard. :/

I took chu when she doesnt know, HAWHAW.

AHHHH, a sad retard... 

ROCK STARS yo!

MEITING is like damn cool lah.

uh huh uh huh!

YO!

HAHAHA! look at kor kae! hilarious!

HA!

please know that my smiles in all the pictures are DID ON PURPOSE. i dont smile like that in real life. :#

its me with the bass! :D

hey look at me retard friend//brithday girl!

is that me??^^

 

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!

we are all having a gig!

looking stupid, but hey, im a rock STAR!

gimme some photo space!

excuse me excuse me...

LA BAMBA with meiting!

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!

 

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII AGAIN!

photos koped from AH CHU.:D

The first thing i did when i got home yesterday was rush to united square to get ECLIPSE! :D i admit i was NOT obsessed with twilight saga laat time, but now i am. and i read it everywhere i go, in the toilet, in the bus, in school, at home and everywhere else when im free. HA! yeah, which means that i didnt go out with anyone yesterday, i didnt feel like going out anyway. even my mom.

okay, exams last two weeks were okay-but-slightly-hell. First i only studied like the day before the exams and was kind of unprepared. But, now it's sort of OVER! (still got o levels><) and during the two weeks i was mugging, i had 2 bloody pimples, one just below my left eyebrow, and the other on my right cheek! YUCK! but now they are curing from my repeated treatment of cream and cleansing foam! :) and i have sore throat and flu now, which sucks man. *sniff sniff*

okay, what else? recently not online, cos i didnt feel like talking to some people. i know im a bit petty, but who cares?

gonna go fetch my brother now. ciao!

Sometimes I avoid you.
Sometimes I refuse to talk to you.
Do you know why?
Each day, the communication gets drier and drier.
One day,
One fine day,
I can tell you,
This is SO going to end there and then.
I can feel it,
its going to end
SOMEDAY.
THIS
is for YOU.

I so hope that we will suceed in this SYF. It's like we seniors put in so much hard work, and we really want to get a XXXX this year. Cos its like our final year, and not getting a XXXX is like a total OH-MY-GOD lah. I sure cried like hell if we dont get a XXXX. And its censored cos its like if i dont people from elsewhere sure say i haolian one. ><

Anyways, thanks everyone for everything you have done to make friday's rehearsal a success. and kerrie and joey, thanks for being so GREAT, just great on friday. cos its like i felt i didnt do much that day, and mostly just helped around and stuff. and do all the stocktaking and stuff. and kerrie, dont be too sad about the failing of the props setting up. cos i was just talking to joey and i agreed with her that feeling sad will only slow us down., CHEER UP! :D Lets aim high and JIAYOU!

Things are going really wrong for me these days. I want to change so that i can be the same as all of you. please let me have a chance.
If i dont, i shall just throw all my heart and soul into cca and then. thats it. The end.
thats what you guys want, is it?
great.

This is so fucking GREAT.

Its like when Im not  there you guys have just so much fun
and when im present, things just go quiet and everything you guys say are all whispers
what the fuck is wrong having me around
if i really piss you guys off and you think i dont deserve to be there
why dont you just fucking say it in my face?
why dont you just tell me?
its hurts seriously when i am treated like this,
when i am being left to tag around you guys
its hurts when i try to talk to you all and just get a nod or a shake of the bloody head
and then thats the end of it
even now when i try to talk to you, what do you do?
shrug you frigging shoulders and WALK AWAY.
fine.
Just tell me,
Just say so if you done like me around you four-some.
I will just piss off since you guys think i am not worth to be around all of you.
this is great isnt it.
so great to have me tagging along and getting treated like a god-damned idiot.
I have had enough.
if its so hard for you,
just tell me,
so we can end this thing.
OKAY?

where were you when i needed you?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to EVERYONE!

I am sorry i have not been blogging for days, mainly because my mum took away the internet from my computer and i am now currently using my dad's laptop. so yeah, SORRY!

and anyway yesterday was pretty awesome. i got like lots of chocolates from lots of people and lots of other goodies too! and the best thing is that kor gave me 30 ferreros! like WOW! thankyou thank you thank you agin kor! i have said that when we were talking just now, but i have to say it again and again! THANK YOU! :) i am saving all of the chocs for after commontests, cos i dont wanna get sick from eating all of those chocs before commontests. :)

and yes, NEXT WEEK is common tests!! like wtfwtfwtf. i havent studied  yet i havent studied yet! omgomgomg, gonna fail fail fail. D:

fine, i wont fill you up with my groans. :/

and anyways, mdm ng is gonna give birth soon! hope she gets a girl! :) and hope her childbirth goes smoothly. :) i cant wait to see her daughter, maybe after CT then we ask her if we can go visit her not. :) YAY! and now that she's not teaching us Bio, there's this mr izhar come teach us, he's quite good eh. gving us concept maps and stuff to study easily. and his handwriting is so beautiful lah, so neat and cool  looking. hahas, i sound like a retard, but you should see his handwirting, so unusually neat for a man. HaHA.

tonight's dinner maybe im not going out. :( otherwise i would oly have one day to study for CT.

and because today is valentine's day, i want to dedicate a song and a message to friends whom i love: 

Kor,
Joey, Kerrie, Jeremiah
Carine, Daoying, Aishah,
Mei Yi, Xiao Mei, Wei Ling

Thank you to all of you who helped me along the way. Kor, you are the best. I wouldn't be this happy if I hadn't known you. You bring joy and laughter to my life and... I have no idea what else to say, beacuse there are so many things I want to tell you. Just that, you are the best brother in the world. :D
Joey, Kerrie and Jeremiah, thank you thank you for helping me in Drama. Even though I have been a bad secretary, you guys totally encouraged me. I promise I will serve Drama Club better. :D
Carine, Daoying and Aishah, my best recess buddys. :) Although sometimes I get pissed at you for abandoning me halfway, I still treat you as my good friend Carine. Daoying thanks so much for helping me and Kor along the way all these while. We really have got you to thank. Thank you so much for everything you have done for us. Thank you. :) And Aishah, you are a great friend to me. Recess would have been boring without you. :)
Mei Yi, Xiao Mei and Wei Ling, thank you all for all that you have done when we are together. If it weren't for you guys, my life would have been so dead. Thank you guys, you people totally rock.

Here's a song for all of you.

MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
kelly clarkson

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

MY LIFE WOULD DEFINITELY SUCK WITHOUT YOU GUYS. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE. :D I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Chinese New Year is in 2 more days! :) but.....  haven't got my SHOOOOOOOOOOES yet! uggh, when i say a must, i must MUST MUST get my pumps today no matter what. and i'm so not gonna let her steal the time today, just like what she did last week, like take away the whole precious time at Vivo and came back empty-handed. pissed lah. She got what she wanted already, I will get Mine today! ^.*

The reason why I'm here blogging is because I have no clothes to wear to go and bathe! Uggh,  that sounds utterly stupid, but my mum didnt do the washing for like days, and now i have nothing to wear! waiting for my clothes to dry...... i want to bathe NOW!! ><

that stupid yong yong yong keep spamming me. IRRITATING fcuker. keep sending me blank msgs online, fcuker.
anyways, KJH already said sorry to me, which is  abit surprising. Yesterdya's CNY celebration, his class was in front of mine, and he and his friend,(idk what name) turned around and did that sorry motion thingy to me, you know you put your hand on your forehead and wave a bit? yeah he did that, and I was like, nodding my head. although I will still hate him for life. like what he did to me at the canteen was super loody paiseh, and he expect me to forgive and forget, no way dude. Never.

Anyway, CNY celeb yesterday was nice though. even though drama didnt perform anything... I cheered like for every performance, even chinese dance! I also didnt know why I did that, but I was probably in a daze... HAha! I cheered most for choir, cos got Kor! (: and the cai shen ye when he threw the goodies, I took most of the chocolate coins, saved some for my brother. (: and we didnt even win any of the compettions! Like when we brought the hamper to the hall the teachers were like, OH my! So creative! I love the ribbons, very beautiful! Wow! great job.     BUT we didnt WIN! ALL THANKS to the sec FIVE!!!!! Ugggggh, but what matters most is that I had lots of fun decorating our classroom and hanging out with friends and doing up the hamper with miss mok and the guys. (: YAY! 4Integrity rocks! :D But congratulations to 4D for winning the class decoration competition! Nice work! :D

Then chinese class they ask we all to write about the CNY celeb, and I wrote that the judging fo the hamper wrapping competition was UNFAIR! why should we compete with the sec FIVES??? they are sec fives and we are sec fours! no mixing!! so what iof they only got two classes? Its not fair lah! ): hmmmph!

arrrrgh, waiting for Kor to online!!! Gonna have lunch and BATHE!! (: tonight gonna go out and get pums and dinner!! (: toodles!

YOOHOO! (:

My mum brought my brother out for his golf class, so I get to blog. (: Soprry for not updating for like uh eons?? Kor ask me to update, so hereeeeeeee I am! :DD

These few days have been really hectic for me.
Monday, the O level results came out! >< OMG, so tense!! But before that they wanted us to have our Social Studies supplementary class, but then also wanted us to get a feel of how the release of O level results are like. So they cancelled the SS supplementary class. And Erica got 10 points for O levels! OMG do Drama Club proud lah she! She is like so smart, same primary school as me, and look at me now. I am like failing almost all my subjects. sighhh.... Then we passed our xin xin ku ku printed-out and wishes-filled card to all our seniors, although some of them didn't receive... They were like, " Oh my god! I love you all!!! " and started hugging joey, kerrie and I. Hahahas, so touching and sad, I won't get to see them often already!! ): I will miss you guys! The fun, commitment and laughter you brought to Drama Club will always be remembered by us!! :DDD We love you seniors!!!

Tuesday, NO SUPP CLASS! Woots! But there's Drama! Yay! My mum doesn't want me to be in SYF, say she want me to be like 100% committed to O levels. Siao, want all my hair drop ah? Want stress me out is it? I go Drama is not to have fun one okay? I senior liao, must go there and help with the blocking and stuff for our juniors what. It's not like I go there and slack around and what. And when I told her that Mdm suping asked me to be the assisstant costume manager, she was like "no! NO! go and tell your teacher say don't want to be anything at all in Syf. Like WTF lah, ASSISSTANT nia leh, it's not like i'm holding such a big role or what. I will probably be not coming for most of the trainings, and she still want to kao pei me. Sighhhh, okay lah, I'm so unlucky to have such kiasu parents. F-.

Wednesday, Chemistry supp class! But I went for my dental appointment to REMOVE MY UGLY DISGUSTING BRACES!!!! YAY! No more braces for life! Woots! And the whol;e thing took like uber long. Remove already then had to go and clean my teeth and polish it and take moulds. And the stupid orthodontist (however you spell it) say the mould for my teeth keep turing out wrong. Then must keep taking moulds and more moulds, so waste time. and the stupid mould git this horrible taste and its aqua blue in colour and taste like UGGH, I don't know how to describe. Then the first time she take the mould for me, she like forced it onto my upper teeth, and I kena choked dao. Crazy fella, want me to die ah?! Then, my mum had to rush off to fetch my brother, so I skipped the X ray, next appointment then take X ray and Get my Retainer!!! YAY! (: Oh yah, and throughout the whole cleaning process right, there's this malay guy opposite the room I was in, and he keep showing me his mouldy-filled teeth, and smiling at me like as if he is nuts. Crazy fellas, one crazy dentist beside me and one crazy patient opposite me. 0.0

Thursday, Physics supp class! Ms Mok! (: We continued our converging lens experiment, and I had no idea what I was doing. The distance from my lens to the screen became like 1000mm, which was over the metre rule. Lol, and my graph looked really weird. I hate this chapter, I don't really know how to draw the stupid lens diagrams thingy with the whatever focal pointy thingy?? >< Then had to chiong lunch because after that had drama! (: Joey keep telling me to quick quick, until the tom yam soup like gonna kill my throat liao. hahahahas! Then Drama, I had my first first try at marking the attendance book, and doing the cca cards, which was umm, quite fun lah. Hahas! Then cos Im not any of the roles for the Syf, I just did my homework. Then mrs koh asked me to take part in the total defence skit (!!!) cos Im not part of syf what, then nothing to do. And we have to write our own scripts!! :# But the rehearsal haven't started yet, so I'm still hanging around for a bit. And that day, got three people coming for the Drama auditions. Two China guys from 2A, and one girl from 1E. If im not wrong her name is Tamilyn, or Tamlyn. And she is Tiffany Lim's sister!!! (: Tiffany from 4J. :D And Joey and Kerrie was like " AHH! Really ah? You are Tiffany's sister??" No lah, not so kua lah, but something like that. Hahas. Then Joey keep telling Tamilyn/Tamlyn that she always kajiao Tiffany, and Tamilyn/Tamlyn's laughing style same as her sister one. Cover mouth, heads up and hand spread. Hahas, Joey's version, lol!

Friday, Biology supp class. Not really supp class lah that day, but we got open-book test on Ecology. The previous test on Respiration, I flunked. But lucky the marks not counted. :|||| Then after that, sent Wenyi to Choir, then Meiyi Weiling and Xiao Mei go opposite school to buy things, then I went home. I reached home, bathed and then here comes the part I dread the most. Tuition! First day leh! I already tell myself I am not going to have tuition already, no matter how my parents force me. I HATE TUITION!! It's like the most fucking time waster. But this time, I sway loh, private tutor, show up herself. What can I do? I can't like ask her to go away right, so rude. Last time I dreamt that I would shout at the tutor should she show up and scream like " I dont want TUITION!!!!" But wait long long loh, if I do that I no need come home liao. Anyways, this Ms, Jenny Lim/Lee. idk lah. She first asked me for my sa2 results last year, and I showed he this outline I wrote for all my results. Chemistry F9 ( DDD: ) and I knew she wanted to be shocked, but gimme face, so she remained calmed. Then she looked at my Physics Emath and Amath marks, and she like nodded her head. And then she asked me if I had any tests next week, which I don't, but i also don't know why, just fake fake say I got Chemistry test. Then she ask me what topic, so i just said Metals. And she started teaching, wait, more like talking bah. 40% is reading from my textbook, and she is like teach/talk a bit, then ask me some questions, which I verbally say the answers. Some need to write down the equations then I write. Then the funniest thing is when she speak like indonesian liddat, or is it malaysian accent? IDK. When she say Physics, it's TEEsics. And physical properties, it's TEE-sical TOTER-ties. SO FUNNY LAH! I keep wanting to laugh, and throughout the one and a half hour (!!!!) I am always looking at her weirdly, cos she IS weird what. And then halfway through the lesson, she went " I wish i can have a BIGGGG glass of water." Then i was doing my work, so I didn't really bothered her (fine I ruddde, whatever...) Then after I finished, she was like " Can I have a BIGGGGG glass of water???" So I reluctantly went to the kitchen to get it for her. Then after thatshe asked for payment, but my mum didnt have enough cash. So she tell the Jenny Lim/Lee say she pay next week, then the Jenny Lim/Lee asked if my mum want to go down and take a look. And I asked my mum take a look at what, and my mum was like" It is between me and her, you stay at home." F-. Then when she came up, my mum sat go and look at her certificate. WTH, liddat also so secretive, WTFWTFWTF. Siao one loh, Certificate nia what. LOL.
Then talked to Kor in the evening and dinnered and hang around in Pet Society. So FUN!! (:

Tonight, going out for dinner and shopping, I must must MUST get a pair of shoes. No, PUMPS! (: They go well with my skinnies and my dress. I must get them today, otherwise next week no time liao, CNY coming.
Waiting for Kor to online, I am SO BOREDDD...
Okay, CIAO. :D

Yesterday I went with my family to get CNY clothings. :) And I bought two sets for myself, which is like so FAST! Cos everytime we go and but CNY clothes always cannot find, or not suitable and stuff. But this time, I found mine really fast. :) First we went to Mango, and I tried on skinnies, but they were too tight. So I like lost hope to find more. Then my mum ask me to try on this maroon blouse and white thing and this dumb barbie (!!!) tank top. So all of them fitted nicely and I loved them. I love my mum too, for helping me find them. :DDD So I bought them all, all for only 45 bucks, so cheap lah. :) Cos now they having CNY sale. (or is it post christmas sale? idk.) Although I did not like the stupid barbie word in front of the tank top, but I loveeeee the material, so I still bought it. :D

Then we went to this shop called celia loe. My mum bought this dress, which looks a bit ah-mah-ish, but it looks great on her. Then we went to robinsons, and I found this cream dress, so I tried it on. I had a hard time trying them on, even though they were loose, but the hole for my head too small lah. But I kind of like it. I tink that dress right, I will only wear for CNY, then chug it at the back of my cupboard already, cos I dont have a thing for dresses. :ddd anyway...

Then we wandered about, my mum tried on this red and black dress, which she said it looked awesome on her. So she bought it. :) And then, (here comes the best part, I saved it for the last. :DD) I found this pale pink SKINNIES!!!!!!!! :)))) WHOOOO! It totally rocks man! Pink, yes, but not like super striking kind. Its pastel pinkish white like that. Its so awesome lah! :))) I like chionged to the changing room, and WHOOOOOOOOO! It fits perfect. :)))))) But sad, there's no black skinnies, or I sure SURE SURE would have bought it too! the other  colours were hot pink and dirty yellow, which is like yuck? And oh man, it's only 19 bucks man! AHHHH, it totally made my day! :D other skinnies i tried in mango and this cream skinnies, were so tight and uncomfortable and expensive, like 100 bucks ++. But this pastel pink one is so AHHHHH..... :)))))) Ok, shall stop this fantasizing thing already. only thing left now is shoes ( I want sneakers! Although it doesnt match my dress... :d) and maybe a bag (maybe not). :) WHEEE!

My parents are out, and Im here blogging. Tomorrow there's school and tuesday drama comm meeting, and friday is cca exhibition!!! :)))  YAY!

Okay toodles!

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer,
take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag someone to do the same once you've finished answering every question

1) The age you'll be on your next birthday

2) A place you'll like to travel to

3) Your favourite place

4) Your favourite food(s)

5) Your favourtie pet(s)

6) Your favourite colour combination

7) Your favourite piece of clothing

8) Your all time favourite song

9) Your favourite TV show (currently)

10) The town in which you live

11) Your screenname/nickname
-

12) Your first job

13) Your dream job

14) A bad habit you have

15) Your worst fear

16) The one thing you'd like to do before you die

Get a Boyfriend

17) The first thing you'll buy if you get $1 000 000

tagged: Kor  (: